Restless Minds...

This morning was nice.  I cannot explain how he soothes my angst even though sometimes he's the source of it.

I realized this step back, not only is it needed, though I am terrified of it, makes things a bit more.  Yes, a bit more.

Snuggled in the wee hours of dawn, that darkness that has settled, we played catch up.  Saying everything and nothing.  I realized that, the time apart made us okay.  And though I am fearful of everything after what I just came out of, fearful of what is to come.  I must rest my angst.

I am a wreck and I know that.  He is one too.  I will fall back and take a minute.   If it's meant to be, it will.  If not, I will be fine.  To hell with everything else.

There is a click.  A tangible sound. And that I can never ever explain...