This morning was nice. I cannot explain how he soothes my angst even though sometimes he's the source of it.
I realized this step back, not only is it needed, though I am terrified of it, makes things a bit more. Yes, a bit more.
Snuggled in the wee hours of dawn, that darkness that has settled, we played catch up. Saying everything and nothing. I realized that, the time apart made us okay. And though I am fearful of everything after what I just came out of, fearful of what is to come. I must rest my angst.
I am a wreck and I know that. He is one too. I will fall back and take a minute. If it's meant to be, it will. If not, I will be fine. To hell with everything else.
There is a click. A tangible sound. And that I can never ever explain...
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